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Post by WindSister on Jul 28, 2017 13:26:16 GMT -5
This came out of me trying and not being able/willing to post a representational image of myself. A selfie. I could never take an image i was willing to share. So whom of you still in the shitful situation that you have enamoured yourself. Feel freely able to face an/pr publicpy admit the things you cant bear to be acknedged No? Just me... Ok then.... Most of the time i cant face to look myself in the mirror let alone take a selfie, probably part of the reason i've grown a beard for most of my life. Im not afraid of my parntner or someone i know spotting me. The only person i cant face is myself. The rest of you are esentially 'fictional your opinions/support or countenance matter little. My avatar remains divergent from myself. The itegration of the whole self is a challenge i've never been able to face. How about the rest of you? Eindbteated me, posting incoherent thingd i cant face whilst sober or coheran. Oh well done for now... I take it you were dipping into the spirits a bit when you wrote this? Not judging, just observing. Interesting, the thoughts that emerge in that state. Yes, usually close to the truth. Sorry you are experiencing a painful time in your life right now. Awareness is half the battle -- you see this unwillingness to face yourself (be honest with yourself?). Now, just don't fall back to sleep. This was actually a HUGE challenge for me in my life - being genuinely me. Saying what I mean, meaning what I say. Being honest with myself. All heavy stuff. Hope the hangover from last night's enlightening journey is not too severe today. Take care. |
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Post by eternaloptimism on Jul 29, 2017 1:27:11 GMT -5
WindSister I really really love your picture. Has a great vibe to it  Vitruvius, I hope you are feeling a bit less worse for wear now! We appreciate you, face or no face And I love beards!!! Xxx
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Post by Caris on Aug 20, 2017 15:53:15 GMT -5
This came out of me trying and not being able/willing to post a representational image of myself. A selfie. I could never take an image i was willing to share. So whom of you still in the shitful situation that you have enamoured yourself. Feel freely able to face an/pr publicpy admit the things you cant bear to be acknedged No? Just me... Ok then.... Most of the time i cant face to look myself in the mirror let alone take a selfie, probably part of the reason i've grown a beard for most of my life. Im not afraid of my parntner or someone i know spotting me. The only person i cant face is myself. The rest of you are esentially 'fictional your opinions/support or countenance matter little. My avatar remains divergent from myself. The itegration of the whole self is a challenge i've never been able to face. How about the rest of you? Eindbteated me, posting incoherent thingd i cant face whilst sober or coheran. Oh well done for now... You are not alone. I am the same way, although I don't wear a beard. Not enough testosterone, thank God! Maybe a burqa would work or a full hijab, for me. |
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