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Post by deadzone75 on Jul 5, 2022 0:01:30 GMT -5
Thank you to all who responded. I am way too busy these days to ask a question each day but will come back periodically to post one. My dream for this 3 day weekend was to relax in one of those big outdoor chaise lounges with a huge umbrella hanging over it and looking out over a body of water. I really don't care what kind, just as long as it's water. Having someone to cuddle and chat with would have been nice too. This was not the time, though. Maybe next time. Instead, I spent one day with 29 other adults hopping from brewery to brewery and having fun. Today, I went to the move theater all by myself for the first time. This may seem like a small thing but was a huge milestone for me. Healing comes in stages. The path I chose to take has not been easy but it has been rewarding. I am a lot stronger today than I was a year ago and I'm finding that learning to love myself is what it's all about. Going to the movies alone is cool! I'm proud of you for going when it was, as you say, a true milestone. The path you chose was quite in fact, terrifying, and would have been too intimidating for many of us. Maybe next 4th you'll be looking out over that body of water from a comfy lounger.
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Post by h on Jul 6, 2022 20:54:47 GMT -5
Thank you to all who responded. I am way too busy these days to ask a question each day but will come back periodically to post one. My dream for this 3 day weekend was to relax in one of those big outdoor chaise lounges with a huge umbrella hanging over it and looking out over a body of water. I really don't care what kind, just as long as it's water. Having someone to cuddle and chat with would have been nice too. This was not the time, though. Maybe next time. Instead, I spent one day with 29 other adults hopping from brewery to brewery and having fun. Today, I went to the move theater all by myself for the first time. This may seem like a small thing but was a huge milestone for me. Healing comes in stages. The path I chose to take has not been easy but it has been rewarding. I am a lot stronger today than I was a year ago and I'm finding that learning to love myself is what it's all about. I'm playing catch up on reading here and saw your question just now. I spent all weekend working double shifts so I got behind. If I had 3 days free, I would spend it completely alone so I didn't have to interact with anyone at all. Maybe go fishing or just relax and watch movies free from responsibility.
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